A couple weeks ago I turned 17 and it just freaked the hell out of me. At my birthday they put 18 candles on my cake for the one to go one rule and it was plain terrifying. Where did my life go?!?! I’ve spent all of high school not that happy because I’m so socially awkward and then in a flash it’s nearly over. What! I just finally found friends and have a semi-there social life. I finally picked up my grades. And I’m just exhausted all the time and I haven’t even begun to get extracurricular yet. I think I’m going to go finish my homework now. And study for my SAT. And figure out where the heck I want to go to college. And how on earth will I pay for it. And what the hell I want to do with my life. Wtf. No biggie. That’s totally doable you know. Ahhhhhh! God I can’t believe how lazy I’ve been I need to get to work now. And study for my AP tests. And then figure out what to do with my summer. And I need to utilize every ounce of that summer and do something freaking amazing and make college admissions actually notice me. Okay I’m going to go now before I waste more time and before my brain implodes. I’m going to actually try to blog from now on okay!
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